Try to write but can’t… the anxiety monster has claws in my brain today and it’s now impossible to write or think of anything but this terror. So I lay back and welcome you to my Anxiety Corner, where I drop all the irrational anxious musings that keep me from life.
You’re the reason, it’s your fault
You’re not good enough
Apologize, again apologize
There is something inherently wrong with you
You don’t deserve to be happy
You can’t be trusted, You’re wrong
See that look, that looks says they are disappointed in you
The eye roll, the deep sigh,
you’re a piece of shit in their eyes
Ignore the touch, ignore their words, focus on the negative
You know they are just going to leave you
Everyone is going to leave you, you don’t deserve them
You are broken, you are a bad person, You should be alone
Here is a list of all the mistakes you’ve made…
Rinse and repeat until you fall asleep,
wake up feeling like shit tomorrow morning.